Chaotic Mission

Hello to all you nosy little hogs out there who keep on telling me to update. I am finally updating, do i hear a cheer out there? ^^

I am really in bad moods nowadays., I apologize to all the people that I haven't treated well. Please understand my nasty nature. I have been debating with myself lately. I don't think I like that guy anymore. I have been stupid.. i think i am an idiot. I can't stop myself from doing something. I think that I have just wasted my life. I just feel like crying myself to sleep at night. I have made stupid choices in the past that I regret. I will learn from them and become stronger, I pray that God will guide me as I walk. I have been stupid. I pray that on missions I will learn and not be distracted,... THank you.. my friends for being there for me. I have been such a bitch. I love you all. .. Sniff Sniff.

Haha, snow day. They called me at 5 this morning saying no school~ hehe ^^ I am doing my bible essay. I took a quiz. It says:

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<br />hearted and loving to those who have been
<br />there all the way and even strangers at your
<br />doorstep. Everyone loves you and you love
<br />them back. You are also an emotional person.
<br />You care for others' problems as well as
<br />yours. However, there is a downside. Because
<br />you are kind to anyone, stranger or friend,
<br />you are vunerable to deception and heart
<br />break. No matter, your personality is what
<br />gives you the friends you love and the bad
<br />experiences that will teach you  some people
<br />just aren't meant to be trusted.
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hey guys,

it's been like ages since I talked to you. (sigh) I am now currently in yearbook class. I am ditching class and writing this because I realize that it has been too long since I updated. CHristmas has come and gone. So has new year. So has Lunar New Year, nothing to wait for but spring break for missions. Missions is going to soo fun. I am so sad that I can't do soccer. Christince thinks that I didn't even beg my mom to do soccer but the truth is, I did. Christince, if you read this, know that I am really sorry. No one really looks at my blog entries. sigh.. ^^ 9th grade is coming down hard on us. Everything is so difficult. Reading logs, Science fair, I think I am growing white hair. Well , I gotta go. Till later ^*^

Well Hey hey hey~

Christmas Spirit blazes within us. I feel the Feeling of chrismas and I am happy. hehe... but also I feel the dread of the upcoming exams. Gosh, what would life without studying be like? Why can't parents be satisfied with a simple life, HHmmm. ANyways, today was a Tuesday, as it says above. I finished reading my english recitation book today and also finished 3 pages of my Geography paper. Oh my gosh.. the bibliography page. Oh my. I have an appointment at 10:00. Well, I am tired. Look carefully and you shall find dark circles under my eyes. I dread school. -_- There is this one teacher that I believe that I will never be able to forgive. Watch out! -_- AAAARRRRRRRGGGGGGHHHH~~~!!!!! Dance practice!! Anyways, let's talk about something pleasant for a change. I love Kang Dong Won. ´Á´ëÀÇ À¯È¤ was so sweet, I cried. I love this particular scene..

    Because I love you....

November 23 Another Day

WEll, hi everyone. How's life? Wednesdays is over with two projects done and three more to go. I have had dark circles under my eyes for the past days. TOday, I met Diana's mom and she was pretty. I ate at Beomgye station with her and than here I am at home. Here is some questions that I stole from Diana.

Ocean or Lake?           Ocean
Pizza or Chinese?         Pizza  

Mansion or Penthouse?             Mansion
Have you been on a Jet Ski?       no
Are you afraid of clowns?                           no but they can be freaky
How many brothers/sisters do you have?           1 older brother
Favorite band/group/singer?             Any                                                                                        

Baseball or football?                        football
Favorite brand of makeup?               I don't put on make up unless sometimes
Waffles or pancakes?                        pancakes by a mile
Do you have an IPod?                   I have a yepp
Bike or scooter?                               Bike because you can relax
Ever go in a hot air balloon?             I want to
How will you celebrate turning 21?          Normally like I do.
What brand computer do you have?        WHat a random question.
How many times have you been to DisneyWorld?       Zero         

Favorite city?            I don't have one, I go where I go and am happy
Ice cream or frozen yogurt?                   Frozen yogurt
Do you think you are fat?                   Yes
Ever throw up in a public place?          Yes I did. What? Didn't you?
Do you have a pool?                           I always wish for one too.
Ever drive a car?                              I will soon

How many times a month do you go to the movies?         1-3 times
Last movie you saw?                    Lord of the RIngs (The return of the King)
Who is your hero?                        I don't have one, maybeJesus?
What deceased person would you like to meet? '-_-' from Diana.. me too. Maybe Eve
Do you chew ice?                    Another random question, yes, why?
Have you been to California?         No, I have lived here all my life
Last book you read?                        The king of the swamp or smthing like that
Favorite teacher?                             Ms.Jefferson... ¤Ð.¤Ð too bad I don't have her 

Do you like to go fishing?                   yes, but I never have gone to real fishing 
How many of things do you regret?         i regret many things, more than I can say   

What is you average in school?                  a B average juss becuz of Geometry
Favorite professional team?                       Guardians? -_-
Do you like mohawks?                             Why would anyone like a mohawk?
How many pairs of shoes do you own?        about ...13-14-15-16.. hm... 
Do you floss?                                           sometimes
Do you have braces?                                   no, don't bother with it. 
Do you bite your nails?                               always
What is your last thought before falling asleep?               What is waking me up? Stupid thing!
Do you fall in love easily?                                               no, not that much
h and they never knew?                                                I think they did
Ever been shot at?         no.
workout/excerise?  nah
o you have 6 pack abs? no I don't,
consider yourself nice? -_- haha why yes
aracter would you like to be? dunno....
o camp for the summer? yea, 
Ever been bit by a snake? i don't wno I would be dead
een on a boat? yes
Name of friend you have known the longest? eshita 
Do you like jumping on a trampoline? YES
Ever break a bone? yup~
Name of favorite Aunt/Uncle?  AUNT marinna

What is your ultimate job? I dunno what that means
Do you want to walk on the moon? yes
Can you name the seven dwarfs? Sleepy, Bashful, Grumpy, Sneezy, Lovely??
Favorite TV show? Jerry Springer and X man
Apples or oranges? Both
Favorite model of car? limo is nice
Favorite flower? sun f.
favorite colours-skyblue
s family, ever have someone of the opp sex in your bedroom? my brother and dad and uncles (Brian too)
er climb out your bedroom window? yes
Do you live in an apartment or house? house
How many times in the last month have you had the hiccups?  once...
Ever laugh so hard milk came out your nose? yea random again
How many cousins numerous...
Do you believe in ghosts?yes
If you were a bird, what would you be?humming bird
get stitches? nah
If you could, would you want to know what your future was going to be? no.
How many kids do you want to have? 3
If you could change your name, what would it be? I personally liked Chris.
Dogs or cats? dog
Who do you tell your problems to? Friends
Who can your tell your secrets to and know they wont tell? ; ) they kno who they are...
Do you believe in love at first sight? yes.
Do you go to church? Yes I do............
Would you marry outside your religon? no
Volleyball or tennis? VOLLEYBALL
How many people were at your last party?  donnu
Ever ride in a limo? nope...
Ever drink champagne? tried
favorit dinner? Uh, as long it's food, I'm good

WEll till later. My writing thing is sooo weird, Kepps on erasing

till later peeps